Tuesday, September 23, 2008

So anyway

So today was basically the most boring day i have ever had in a while. nothing whatsoever happened except i may have lost a friend. she didnt sit with us at lunch today and sat at another table. at the other table she was laughing and joking around and it made me wonder...........

is she still my friend?
will she sit with me tomorrow?
i dont know why she sat at a different table but i want her to know that if she feels that were leaving her out she needs to say something not release her emotions by pushing us away. i dont think that i will ever be able to eat at lunch without her and i hope she knows what a precious friend she is to me!

gee did you notice how all my problems are about my friends? well let me tell you i have guy problems too.

i like this boy and he and i you know were best friends for a while and then it got all awkward and so we havent really talked for a while and now i finally started to talk to him again and i found myself starting to like him again but he told me he likes my friend.
yup so there is a dance on friday and im hoping that maybe God will be generous to me and he will ask me but i seriously doubt it. i just wish that he would ask me but i know he wont. anyway i will just go to the dance by myself because i am cool like that !!!!!!!!!!
everyone who doesnt have a date for the dance should just go with there friends!!!!! :)

1 comment:

Callie said...

hey! sorry i haven't been on for a while. i hope my advice isn't too late...or stupid.
about your friend:
sometimes its hard to see your friends branch off. i know i've started hanging out with other people besides my close friends. sometimes i realize i need to remind them that i still love them, i just want to love other people, too. also remember the parable of the lost son--ya know...the one where the younger son takes his inheritance and spends it all on riotous living? and then he comes back and his father rejoices? hopefully your friend isn't being riotous but its good to keep in mind that if she comes back, rejoice and be happy. don't hold anything against her--like his brother does.
about the guy:
i can also relate to this. my best friend is a guy and we're both friends with this girl...well, long story short...we figured out she likes my friend. its extremely awkward, cause even though i don't have a crush on my friend, i love him (in a brotherly sisterly way) and this girl makes our friendship awkward. i know thats not really advice, but sometimes just knowing that others are going through what you're going through is satisfying enough.

hope i helped!